Wednesday, April 30, 2008
The enemy likes to strike where it hurts the most!
Why is everything around me breaking apart, damn it?
Their Friendship is what saved me, and now i can do nothing to uphold that friendship!
What i have always believed in, is now in rumbles before me!
So many things in my head, so much bloody things that shouldnt even be!
I feel like punching the wall till it hurt so badly so that the pain can take my mind off this!
and yet i know i change nothing by doing so.
God this shouldnt be, of all places why our church, and most importantly, why them?
Its so damn hard to just sit and watch and not being able to do anything or to change how things are going!
Skrew sitting, Skrew waiting, Skrew watching, i want to change things!
This is not how its suppose to be!
What's the point of having everything if you cant even save those that matters most to you?
Melvin, Looking at the God Side of things.
10:35 PM.
10:35 PM.