Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Do you believe me if i were to tell u that God is a joker by nature? That he has a great sense of humour deep inside him,but that he only jokes when u allow him to.God doesnt want to offend anyone.Thats why he doesnt really crack a joke with everyone cos not everybody can take jokes.During this past few weeks,i've been asking for a closer relationship with God just like what moses,noah and abraham had with him.I ask specifically for relationship where we could talk openly about anything,anywhere and anytime with him and him with me.And over this period of time i've personally found God to be very ammusing.For example on the my flight back from kl to kuching, i was flying alone and asked God that he be kind and somehow promote me to business class so that i had more space to wiggle around on my seat comfortably.Guess what he did instead?He didnt promote me at all,in fact i had to sit in my booked economy class seat like every other passenger........except.......there wasnt anyone sitting next to me.So basically i have two seats all to myself,more space to wiggle around on my seat comfortably and plenty of leg space.I could have sworn i heard God trying to hide a giggle from me.The second time he pulled my leg was when i was waiting for my exam results just yesterday.I was so nervous that i was praying silently for deliverance everywhere i went.I admit,i'm definitely not smart,i'm not gifted in studies,i'm not hardworking,and i'm always the last minute fellow.So my instinct tells me again that i'm not going to pass my exams..and that i might not be returning to perth.And all did for the past few weeks was pray,pray and pray and pray.Results were out yesterday, it took me 4 freaking long aggonizing torturing hours to load the C.I.C web page for i dunno what aggonizing reason(I think it was God pulling my leg again)only to find that my results are blocked because i still owe C.I.C 50 bucks.(again i suspect god pulling my leg)When i was about to lose my mind(way way too much stress for my mind to tackle) i realize i have a msg from my headmaster congratulating me for being successful in making my progession to stage II,which means im finally in Uni.So here i am at the crossroad,not knowing my results and yet being tempted by this msg that i've oledi pass my exams.Again i can feel God's presence beside me laughing at me for being so worked up when victory was already mine in his name.I can feel him teasing me "where's ur faith son...where's ur faith...its so small i cant see it....oh my beloved child, i have made u bigger than tihs tiny speckle of faith that u have.I have loved you from day 1 and will always love you .Will i ever let u stumble when u have already called upon my name?Will i watch u fall when u reach out for me?Will i not rejuvenate you when u thirst and cry out for me?will i not feed u when u hunger and call upon my name?Have i not died on the cross to save u from eternal death?Oh young and naive child if i were to die again to ransom u from the devil, i will galdly take the cross again and again and again and forever untill i win u back.Havent my grace found u just as u were?"......and silently i thanked God for everything he had done..not only for me but for all of usMelvin, Looking at the God Side of things.
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